cenosys -> kenosis and Necrosis
(Hahaha made this out of someone suggestion when i want to put my pc name
kenosis)
for meaning kenosis = emptying oneself; God goes throught this path to become a
human.
Necrosis = is the name given to accidental death of cells and living tissue.
since i have some hard times living i wanted to become nothingness; this two
path is a choice
but one is for the soul and one for the body.
Haa... this kind of people is it. Hmm... just think they are stupid ppl that
don't even have anything to do so all they can do was doing somethin like this
*sigh.
you know how to push this stupid ppl. don't care about what they are saying pose
a big smile "as big as you can" think like this why they pick you,
because they constantly being unsecure with them self. if you can overcome what
they are saying and keep loving yourself, then when you laugh at this kind of
thing those ppl will feel even more unsecure because you are more secure about
yourself more than them. but if you keep feeling down they will see you as a
prey, and they got their winning prize for talking about you. Don't let them get
their satisfaction!
Let them be bewildered, that you understand and love yourself more than they can
ever be for them self. Hang in there, will be here to support you ok. Good luck.
Gambate.............!
Dog bark when someone trying to barge to their teritory; they growl and scratch
you if you enter, and if you push it to the limit it will bite you. while in
human case they scream (mouth fight); fight (stupidity and lack of awareness);
kill (last resort out of desperation). all human are not perfect and i'm one of
them i'll kill if i must.
Dark side; hmm Snap at a teacher when scolding me & stangle someone who pick
a fight with me until his mouth bubbles out (middle school); picking a fight to
while in the midlle playing football (high school); trying to break a guy arm in
a fight test while practicing martial arts. while at normal time i'm called as a
coward, a lonener and a person without purpose in life, and a weakling hahah
"pity me".
If it meant to save her, or to ease her from more pain, or even before she hurt
herself more than what she already done; i'll kill her then follow her to death.
Quote by DeathbonewitchI prefer
blueberry, but thats just me. Live life as you like, I doubt you'll change due
to the internet.
Like your style, there's nothing that is totally wrong and there's nothing
totally right, you came here asking about this because you realise you do
something that is not right, so the best thing you can do is learn from your
mistake and repent to what you have done, if you scream to your family later
when you calm down think about it for your self if you think you cross over the
line than go to them and said sorry properly and try not to do it again, because
human think and learns. the best way to life is follow your heart but never
forget to judge your way of living. because even rules are meant to restraint
not to limit or handicap you, some are meant to be broken because you know there
no more meaning in it self. But for sure your family is the best friend you can
got; eventhought sometimes even your own family can stab you in the back.
It easy mah why she do it. there are some sick ppl who think "Wha soo cool
you really have done that and this, etc, etc"; or like " wah you are
so lame so you really havent do that and this, etc, etc"; than as stupid as
a youngster are to hear that is, "wha i want to be popular, i want to be
known to other, iwant to be more than others, so i must try to try it";
after that the continues is he will spread the "GOOD WORD" to other
"wha you haven't tried that, i already have tried it, it was like bla bla
bla (eventhought she doesn't understand). as the information keep flowing and
spreading becoming a trend. and lastly it become a life style, and the most
stupid thing is the culprit "stupid ppl" who start it all even don't
now what she was talking about, to be popular she spread the story willingly to
poison all the hungry pray who was looking for a way to be popular and noticed
by other. and the last thing i can do is "LOL until all my guts out,
because of how stupid it was".
one word from me "STUPID and FOOLISH"; maybe this might hear rather
anti social but this it what i feel "may this be a lesson for other and
also it's better that it end than rather it continued to ruin more lifes of
others".
i Don't know your condition your age and all, i was like you being to be feeling
safe to be alone but after some time and the longest time you will feel lonely
that you realise it's kinda late to start to make friend. But i think there a
better way then staying alone, everybody need a space as i do now, i like to
know people but i keep my privacy as for my own; you can make a space for your
self by being and making a solitude enviorement when you need it. But don't lock
yourself to far that nobody can reach you; because there is time when you need
other, and need help from others. No matter how independent you are there is
always a hole in your life if you keep doing so. I live my life locking myself
from other for 13 years before i realise there is time when you needed presecens
of others. Being alone is not wrong everyone need time for them self, and for me
solitude is a good way for reflection of who you are and what is your purpose in
life, you can learn from all your past mistake by doing so. But i think you at
least need a friend, a friend that you can share all of your hardship. and not a
friend that are beside you only at happy times. sorry i don't mean to preach at
you, or criticize you and hope this will help you.
don't really understand but here goes: <Hard to tell you how to pronounce
i'll try to type it as engrish and how it sound as i can>
English : (i think you allready know)
japanesse : (another way then the above) ano... hajime mashite, watashi no namae
wa "your name", .... anata no namae wa?
(if he replied his name you can add) ahh....... yoroshiku onegai shimasu ne.
Chinesse : Ni Hau, wo se (sound like xe) "your name" ni te mingche
xe....?
Melayu : hallo, nama saya "your name", boleh kenalan? (prepare to
shake hand)
Philippines : (you can use english as i not really can use it (^O^)>).
hope that help; because i don't know what you are trying to said or what did you
want to know about him hahahahaha, if someone think my words are kinda wrong pls
do correct mine .
sorry just realise it a little here it goes.
English : I Like you
japanesse : watashi wa, anata no suki desu *make a cute face here
Chinesse : Wuo ai ni................
Malayu : Saya cinta kamu or Aku Cinta Kamu
Tagalog : pa'mahal kita
for other ueropean one i don't know.
first before starting a conversation with him take a friend or someone you can
trust.
prepare an umbrella before rain.
second he is stalking you because he likes you right?, so confont him and says
"the more you do this despicable, and cowardly acts like this, the more i
hate you and became a more low life's you are so stop it!"
huahahhaha this what i will do. but it's kinda hard to be done by you right ^
^.
or better find a dependable boyfriend, maybe he will gave up soon.
looks itself are quite delicate matter. everybody have preference a girl may
look ugly to you but she will look perfect, in someone else vision.
so it is a yes and no for me.
but here a good something for me to share.
a friend of mine ask a help to match make her with a girl, so i talk to the girl
and ask her what's her preference of a guy. was it looks, strong or bla, bla
,bla etc.
this is her reply,
"if i like somebody, it's not because i like his attribute. i like him
because i like him. that's all".
and for me, the most couple who can last longer in a relationship is not because
the like of a certain attribute from the partner, but because you can accept the
lack of attribute of your partner.
ya of course can. my friend left her girlfriend back at indonesia, when he and i
now working in philippines.
So far not even a problem between them so basically it depend on the situation
of both of you.
so basically if you trust him and he trust you, no problem at all.
Quote by DeathbonewitchI'm sure
someone is going to bring out the old "What if someone was raped?"
card so I'll be pre-emptive and ask you this: If someone was raped, shouldn't
you take it out on the rapist and not the child? What did the child do, did it
have a choice in the matter?
Go ahead and give me your views, but you can expect more criticism-constructive
and otherwise- on those pro-choice.
Okay let me bring the first harsh argument .
i hope this is an open minded forum so dont be angry by my rude words!
first yes you are right "shouldn't you take it out on the rapist and not
the child? What did the child do" correct but have you ever thought how if
the one raped is only a 12 year old and she is pregnant? then what if her family
is a poor one and have a hard living.
so you prefer for the girl to live her short life without experience to teach
her baby?
Without anyone to help her buying food for the child?
being an out cast of society because she is so young having a child and without
a father?
and you prefer the baby to be raised and known to be the child of a rapist?
and do you think the child can life a normal life with a mother who might hate
her, maybe the child will be abused by her mother and else etc. etc.
If you ever think this scenario do you still think, abortion is a thing that
cannot be done at all?
If you still yes, and think all deserve a life. then think this way, how many
egg do you eat today,
do you think the meat that you eat every day comes from plant?
do you thin money grow from tree? and lastly you spit at people that do abortion
like that but say this have you ever thought to be in their position? if you
found yourself so saint that you can hate everyone who do abortion, then here is
the question where were you when the mother of the child being abused or raped?
where were you when she have to work her way in life so hard? do you pay for the
expense of hospital when she laboring? do you pay for the food of that child? do
you do a thing before you blamed them doing abortion?
fiuh and that's the end of my argument.
so i think i pro-choice because not all situation can be handled by giving life
to the innocent, but the best thing to do is making a good place for the
innocent to live.
My word will sound a little harsh but i will said it.
There is certain believe if someone gone and there is someone still crying for
him/her, the soul of that person will keep be tortured and can't pass throught
to the next life (or going to heaven).
that why in some culture people will play music and celebrate it (not because
there are happy about the death) but they do it so they will smoothly go to the
next live and so from this live they can carry the happy memory and not the sad
memory from his/her past life.
I know it's hard for you, but you have to let her go (you still remember her and
not forgeting her it's okay) but don't be locked at the sad memory but always
cheerish the happy time and memory. so if you believe in reincarnation you can
see her in the next life and can be a good friends again.
sorry if my word sound rude but, i think you should carry on in your life for
yourself and for her. do you think she would like you to stay sulking for her
forever? let her soul be in peace, you can still be her best friend but not in
that way.
hahaha sorry man i think you were a girl the way you type your word.
I sincierly apologies to you man.
well just be let it loose more ^ ^. live is not always happy so you can either
be washed by the flow, or follow the flow for your own happiness or the last one
is fighting the flow.
the one being washed by the flow will not be remembered.
the one who followed the flow will be known.
and the one fighting the flow will always be remembered.
pick a choice, it's your live so life the way you like it.
hey there varrent haven't change ic, i think the last thing i can say to you is
just do it man. if you stay static nothing will change, when you reach out then
you find the answer for all you question.
i sometime also think that i don't have talent and else and else. but when you
just do the thing you can you will found a way. right now not in indonesia
working in philipine, no matter what you do just think what you can do right
here, right now and don't think about the thing that you can't do. best luck
man.
been there done that ^ ^. almost do suicide three times hahahha.
buat after along thought about 13 years. let it go girl almost everyone
experience that ^ ^.
think positive and be a litle easy going, if you cant like yourself so does
everybody else. someday i believe you will find one! so wait until they show up
^ ^. hang in there i'll be supporting from here ^ ^.
I already am falling for someone that i don't know.
Do you believe in reincarnation?
I believe in it and that's why i still waiting for her to show up in front of
me.
Funny isn't it, but basically what you believe will become true.
If you never dreamed or think about it then nothing will ever happen, anything
is possible to happen if you believe in it ^ ^.
Quote by driverx64Guys do that alot
just to test how much a girl really likes him. Its kinda stupid, but then again
so are 75% of guys...
Well said agreed 100%.
Like many guys says hooking a girl is like fishing, after they have eaten the
bait and get caught, they will free it (dump it in my oppinion).
So don't get caught to easy, give them there medicine back >=0000000~~~~~!
Try to lure him but don't get caught by your own emotion. like if he is trying
to hug you again resist, but try to always act nice to him.
Like what he is trying to do to you, make him confused to what your feeling are
to him.
Best regard and good luck
cenosys -> kenosis and Necrosis
(Hahaha made this out of someone suggestion when i want to put my pc name kenosis)
for meaning kenosis = emptying oneself; God goes throught this path to become a human.
Necrosis = is the name given to accidental death of cells and living tissue.
since i have some hard times living i wanted to become nothingness; this two path is a choice
but one is for the soul and one for the body.
Hmm... maybe plain like Ayanami Rei but all white and a nice computer set in the corner
Haa... this kind of people is it. Hmm... just think they are stupid ppl that don't even have anything to do so all they can do was doing somethin like this *sigh.
you know how to push this stupid ppl. don't care about what they are saying pose a big smile "as big as you can" think like this why they pick you, because they constantly being unsecure with them self. if you can overcome what they are saying and keep loving yourself, then when you laugh at this kind of thing those ppl will feel even more unsecure because you are more secure about yourself more than them. but if you keep feeling down they will see you as a prey, and they got their winning prize for talking about you. Don't let them get their satisfaction!
Let them be bewildered, that you understand and love yourself more than they can ever be for them self. Hang in there, will be here to support you ok. Good luck. Gambate.............!
Dog bark when someone trying to barge to their teritory; they growl and scratch you if you enter, and if you push it to the limit it will bite you. while in human case they scream (mouth fight); fight (stupidity and lack of awareness); kill (last resort out of desperation). all human are not perfect and i'm one of them i'll kill if i must.
Dark side; hmm Snap at a teacher when scolding me & stangle someone who pick a fight with me until his mouth bubbles out (middle school); picking a fight to while in the midlle playing football (high school); trying to break a guy arm in a fight test while practicing martial arts. while at normal time i'm called as a coward, a lonener and a person without purpose in life, and a weakling hahah "pity me".
Loyalty; Devotion; Willingness and understanding
If it meant to save her, or to ease her from more pain, or even before she hurt herself more than what she already done; i'll kill her then follow her to death.
Like your style, there's nothing that is totally wrong and there's nothing totally right, you came here asking about this because you realise you do something that is not right, so the best thing you can do is learn from your mistake and repent to what you have done, if you scream to your family later when you calm down think about it for your self if you think you cross over the line than go to them and said sorry properly and try not to do it again, because human think and learns. the best way to life is follow your heart but never forget to judge your way of living. because even rules are meant to restraint not to limit or handicap you, some are meant to be broken because you know there no more meaning in it self. But for sure your family is the best friend you can got; eventhought sometimes even your own family can stab you in the back.
It easy mah why she do it. there are some sick ppl who think "Wha soo cool you really have done that and this, etc, etc"; or like " wah you are so lame so you really havent do that and this, etc, etc"; than as stupid as a youngster are to hear that is, "wha i want to be popular, i want to be known to other, iwant to be more than others, so i must try to try it"; after that the continues is he will spread the "GOOD WORD" to other "wha you haven't tried that, i already have tried it, it was like bla bla bla (eventhought she doesn't understand). as the information keep flowing and spreading becoming a trend. and lastly it become a life style, and the most stupid thing is the culprit "stupid ppl" who start it all even don't now what she was talking about, to be popular she spread the story willingly to poison all the hungry pray who was looking for a way to be popular and noticed by other. and the last thing i can do is "LOL until all my guts out, because of how stupid it was".
one word from me "STUPID and FOOLISH"; maybe this might hear rather anti social but this it what i feel "may this be a lesson for other and also it's better that it end than rather it continued to ruin more lifes of others".
i Don't know your condition your age and all, i was like you being to be feeling safe to be alone but after some time and the longest time you will feel lonely that you realise it's kinda late to start to make friend. But i think there a better way then staying alone, everybody need a space as i do now, i like to know people but i keep my privacy as for my own; you can make a space for your self by being and making a solitude enviorement when you need it. But don't lock yourself to far that nobody can reach you; because there is time when you need other, and need help from others. No matter how independent you are there is always a hole in your life if you keep doing so. I live my life locking myself from other for 13 years before i realise there is time when you needed presecens of others. Being alone is not wrong everyone need time for them self, and for me solitude is a good way for reflection of who you are and what is your purpose in life, you can learn from all your past mistake by doing so. But i think you at least need a friend, a friend that you can share all of your hardship. and not a friend that are beside you only at happy times. sorry i don't mean to preach at you, or criticize you and hope this will help you.
don't really understand but here goes: <Hard to tell you how to pronounce i'll try to type it as engrish and how it sound as i can>
.
English : (i think you allready know)
japanesse : (another way then the above) ano... hajime mashite, watashi no namae wa "your name", .... anata no namae wa?
(if he replied his name you can add) ahh....... yoroshiku onegai shimasu ne.
Chinesse : Ni Hau, wo se (sound like xe) "your name" ni te mingche xe....?
Melayu : hallo, nama saya "your name", boleh kenalan? (prepare to shake hand)
Philippines : (you can use english as i not really can use it (^O^)>).
hope that help; because i don't know what you are trying to said or what did you want to know about him hahahahaha, if someone think my words are kinda wrong pls do correct mine
sorry just realise it a little here it goes.
English : I Like you
japanesse : watashi wa, anata no suki desu *make a cute face here
Chinesse : Wuo ai ni................
Malayu : Saya cinta kamu or Aku Cinta Kamu
Tagalog : pa'mahal kita
for other ueropean one i don't know.
I related better with people who want to related with me.
doesn't matter about the gender.
first before starting a conversation with him take a friend or someone you can trust.
prepare an umbrella before rain.
second he is stalking you because he likes you right?, so confont him and says "the more you do this despicable, and cowardly acts like this, the more i hate you and became a more low life's you are so stop it!"
huahahhaha this what i will do. but it's kinda hard to be done by you right ^ ^.
or better find a dependable boyfriend, maybe he will gave up soon.
hopefully before 35, but age doesn't matter, what important is when i have all the needs to start a family and a steady income.
looks itself are quite delicate matter. everybody have preference a girl may look ugly to you but she will look perfect, in someone else vision.
so it is a yes and no for me.
but here a good something for me to share.
a friend of mine ask a help to match make her with a girl, so i talk to the girl and ask her what's her preference of a guy. was it looks, strong or bla, bla ,bla etc.
this is her reply,
"if i like somebody, it's not because i like his attribute. i like him because i like him. that's all".
and for me, the most couple who can last longer in a relationship is not because the like of a certain attribute from the partner, but because you can accept the lack of attribute of your partner.
ya of course can. my friend left her girlfriend back at indonesia, when he and i now working in philippines.
So far not even a problem between them so basically it depend on the situation of both of you.
so basically if you trust him and he trust you, no problem at all.
Okay let me bring the first harsh argument
i hope this is an open minded forum so dont be angry by my rude words!
first yes you are right "shouldn't you take it out on the rapist and not the child? What did the child do" correct but have you ever thought how if the one raped is only a 12 year old and she is pregnant? then what if her family is a poor one and have a hard living.
so you prefer for the girl to live her short life without experience to teach her baby?
Without anyone to help her buying food for the child?
being an out cast of society because she is so young having a child and without a father?
and you prefer the baby to be raised and known to be the child of a rapist?
and do you think the child can life a normal life with a mother who might hate her, maybe the child will be abused by her mother and else etc. etc.
If you ever think this scenario do you still think, abortion is a thing that cannot be done at all?
If you still yes, and think all deserve a life. then think this way, how many egg do you eat today,
do you think the meat that you eat every day comes from plant?
do you thin money grow from tree? and lastly you spit at people that do abortion like that but say this have you ever thought to be in their position? if you found yourself so saint that you can hate everyone who do abortion, then here is the question where were you when the mother of the child being abused or raped? where were you when she have to work her way in life so hard? do you pay for the expense of hospital when she laboring? do you pay for the food of that child? do you do a thing before you blamed them doing abortion?
fiuh and that's the end of my argument.
so i think i pro-choice because not all situation can be handled by giving life to the innocent, but the best thing to do is making a good place for the innocent to live.
My word will sound a little harsh but i will said it.
There is certain believe if someone gone and there is someone still crying for him/her, the soul of that person will keep be tortured and can't pass throught to the next life (or going to heaven).
that why in some culture people will play music and celebrate it (not because there are happy about the death) but they do it so they will smoothly go to the next live and so from this live they can carry the happy memory and not the sad memory from his/her past life.
I know it's hard for you, but you have to let her go (you still remember her and not forgeting her it's okay) but don't be locked at the sad memory but always cheerish the happy time and memory. so if you believe in reincarnation you can see her in the next life and can be a good friends again.
sorry if my word sound rude but, i think you should carry on in your life for yourself and for her. do you think she would like you to stay sulking for her forever? let her soul be in peace, you can still be her best friend but not in that way.
hahaha sorry man i think you were a girl the way you type your word.
I sincierly apologies to you man.
well just be let it loose more ^ ^. live is not always happy so you can either be washed by the flow, or follow the flow for your own happiness or the last one is fighting the flow.
the one being washed by the flow will not be remembered.
the one who followed the flow will be known.
and the one fighting the flow will always be remembered.
pick a choice, it's your live so life the way you like it.
hey there varrent haven't change ic, i think the last thing i can say to you is just do it man. if you stay static nothing will change, when you reach out then you find the answer for all you question.
i sometime also think that i don't have talent and else and else. but when you just do the thing you can you will found a way. right now not in indonesia working in philipine, no matter what you do just think what you can do right here, right now and don't think about the thing that you can't do. best luck man.
been there done that ^ ^. almost do suicide three times hahahha.
buat after along thought about 13 years. let it go girl almost everyone experience that ^ ^.
think positive and be a litle easy going, if you cant like yourself so does everybody else. someday i believe you will find one! so wait until they show up ^ ^. hang in there i'll be supporting from here ^ ^.
I already am falling for someone that i don't know.
Do you believe in reincarnation?
I believe in it and that's why i still waiting for her to show up in front of me.
Funny isn't it, but basically what you believe will become true.
If you never dreamed or think about it then nothing will ever happen, anything is possible to happen if you believe in it ^ ^.
Well said
agreed 100%.
Like many guys says hooking a girl is like fishing, after they have eaten the bait and get caught, they will free it (dump it in my oppinion).
So don't get caught to easy, give them there medicine back >=0000000~~~~~!
Try to lure him but don't get caught by your own emotion. like if he is trying to hug you again resist, but try to always act nice to him.
Like what he is trying to do to you, make him confused to what your feeling are to him.
Best regard and good luck